Honestly I wasn't feelin' the love this morning when I was getting ready for work. Tired, running late forgot everything at home. See my semester at Plymouth is
about the end so that tends to put me in a tail spin. (Fear) Have to get my
numbers back up and decided where I am going to be when and try to spend
time with my family, oh and the holidays......Then I stepped back and took a breathe. That's when I decided I can wallow in this crappy mood all day or I could do something about it.
So I decided to do the later and started taking control of my life again.
Recognizing that in order to move forward, into my greatest self, the road is through that of love, not anti-love. Hanging on to fear, resentments, insecurities and jealousy only leave us in a place of negativity and one that is lacking love and true greatness.
When me move from a place of love, act through love, we are bound to experience more joy, happiness and love. Developing a Mantra, reminds us that acting through love we can overcome minor irritations and stay connected to the present.
For me, my day has gotten better, and instead of looking forward to all the holiday craziness being over and worrying about work, I am truly looking forward to the experience through love, seeing obstacles as challenges to overcome not struggles to be fearful of.
So: I pinky promise that I will love as much as I can for as long as I can, and not allow fear to get in my way.
Will you do the same??
I'm sick, feel like crap, trying hard to feel the love. :)
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